Monday, March 21, 2011

Strong Natives Americans
Are strong people we are able to handle
society in these hardtimes even though people may
think we are suffering from depression
We are strong Natives with a strong hearts able to with stand mental Illnesses
and any bad outcomes
We are still strong Natives
To my friend Matthew
He was a good friend and I don't how he could of kill himself. He believe in God and Budda. And He always seem happy. I don't think he was taking his meds. But he did tell me that I was his good friend. I think me and him had a goodfriend. My dad said he kill himself because he didn't care about himself. But I believe he did care about himself. Its just nobody would care about him. But everywhere I went he would always be there. And would protect me. I had no idea what he was up to. I met him a the hospital. And he wave at me with a happy smile like a friend I use to have long ago. He did want to help me for some reason. I don't know what he was looking for. I think he was looking for a friend that would take him places even if I don't have a car. I believe people don't die because they want to. It has to deal with the mind like the devil at least that what my pastor said. And I think it is so true. I want to make a devotion to Matthew. He is now dead and I want to express my feeling about him. We walk everywhere in a small town and he didn't care much to use the internet. He wanted my cd player and I didn't know if I should give it to him because I didn't have anything to listen to. I would just like to say that Matthew was a wonderful friend and I'll always think about him in my small town.